I GOTS MYSELF MY FIRST BOYFRIEND lol im so happy! lol his names Hunter. and despite the few bad things about him hes still really fun to be around and hes really funny and cute too and a big dork too . I was really surprised when he asked me and you can even ask my sister how surprised i was. I wouldnt stop giggleing all last night and i was smileing so damn much my face started hurting lol. The most sad but funny part about it is that i didnt know how to say yes lol instead i said like "Uhm lol i guess im not really sure how to say yes lol never been asked before" lol it was kinda funny lol im not obsessed right now just kinda really really happy and overjoyed its the best feeling ive ever had right above the time i drank for the first time lol But anyway if you wanna know more about the conversation just note me cuz i dont want everyone to know what happend lol i might not even tell you anyway lol idk but oh well. Im going over to his house later and its gunna be so weird for me since ive never had a boyfriend before lol so idk what to do if you have advice that would be helpful too. lol and if you count how many times i said lol you get a cookie lol well ttfn Emily out! PEACE jk lol
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HE KISSED ME!!! it was really romantic and it was my first kiss ill tell you what happend today lol because i feel the need to share my happiness with you all...well anyway i went to his house after he got home from court. we talked for a little bit and played some basketball. lol. after that we walked up to some autobody shop because his dad had to do something lol. well after we got back we hung out some more and played some more basketball then he asked if i wanted to take a walk and i was like sure fine by me. so we walked a little and had to climb over this train thing (we were walking by train tracks) where i scratched my hand lol after that we walked a little bit and had to climb this big ass hill were i slipped for the first time that day lol he had to hold my hand the rest of the way because he didnt want me slipping again lol (awww so sweet huh?) lol after that we walked a little bit farther and found this place in the shade to sit we were in like this little back place that had a natural pond thing it was pretty cool. We talked for a little bit talking about random stuff lol. his mom called a little while later about 30 mins after we had been there lol long time for us went by slowly but we didnt mind. after we left the little spot he helped me down and stuff since he knew i tripped easily and there was this one point in time i ended up in his arms and we were just standing there hugging (suspenceful huh) he looked down at me and i just smiled up at him he started bringing his head down alittle but i turned my face a little so he only got to kiss my cheek lol i was waay too shy at the moment for being kissed on the lips lol. but after that he asked why i turned my head and i said i didnt know how to kiss and he just laughed a little (dont worry this little peice of info comes in again) not in the mean way though. so anyway we walked a little farther and came up on this little path that led to this creek hidden in trees and stuff (getting better huh i feel like im telling a story lol) and walked a little farther after i tripped again lol and by now my pants were covered in mud. eww. so he helped me out of the little spot i was stuck in lol. we walked up this little thing and we were standing on these little bridges. we where just standing there holding each other hugging and stuff. The creek and stuff was beautiful! tehe and after a minute or two he held my chin and said "this is how" and he KISSED ME it was only a two second kiss but it was soo romantic it was perfect to me in every single way. we left after that because his step-dad needed help with something lol so we left walked back to his house and played more basketball and talked while he worked on the pool with his step-dad and mom after a little while his little brother and sister were like "hunter goes cookoo over his girlfriend" it made me smile and laugh a little bit lol. SO about a while later we ended up sitting on some steps talking and every once in a while while his little brother and sister wernt there he stole a few kisses here and there. in the end we probably kissed like 5 or 6 times that day lol and when i had to leave like 2 minutes before my dad got there he grabbed my chin again and kissed me again lol it was sooo cute lol so i left and here i am now typeing this up for you guys to read my wonderful story about my first kiss (not really a wonderful story just kinda cute to me) but dont you think the first kiss was romantic i thought it was i like him a lot lol but im still kinda wondering if hes just doing all this just to get in my pants because he has a past of a play boy so im just a little curious i want my first relationship to be a happy one and not one that ends up with him getting what he wanted and dumping me so im gunna slow him down a bit because i know he wants to but im not ready yet lol well anyway im really happy right now and extremely tired so hope you enjoyed this byebye