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Mon Oct 19, 2009, 4:00 PM
Before you read this i want you all to know i do not want pity im not trying to get pity im just updating to pass time and get somethings off my chest



I haven't updated in quite a while so I decided to do so today. Nothing much has happened lately, I've been sick a lot. Don't worry though it's nothing serious just a small flu cold thing, even though a flu is becoming a serious thing now a days huh? Anyway my brother Nick and his son and wife are finally coming home to the states. I have never met either my nephew or sister in-law. I'm excited this Friday were taking a trip up to Chicago to pick them up. Things have been pretty stressy lately at the home. My mom isn't treating me like she used to. Shes always yelling at me and whenever i say i love you to her she never answers back. She pays attention to my sister more than me. Sometimes I want to tell her "you have two daughters remember? Sure one of them moved to our dads but you probably show the other the same amount of love too before one starts thinking things!!" I try not to cry to much when i know i should and most of the time i don't, but these things have been getting to me a lot easier than they used to. :/ I don't know what to think of it I have been doing things a lot on my own lately things i shouldn't do and things i never thought i would do let alone think about doing. Things at school are changing so much, sure i knew high school would change things a lot, but the things that are happening is not what i expected. One of my best friends have started having sex and doing stupid things like letting people do and say things to them just for friends I've told her what i thought were not exactly the best of friends anymore i don't trust her ever since what happened during my birthday time. I've told the story before don't want to again. I don't know if i ever will forgive her since she's was my best friend and she didn't even feel bad about it, lets get off that subject. My other friend who moved away in around 5th grade i miss her so bad is coming down in December from where she lives. This will be the first time I've seen her since she lived in my town. A lot of things have been happening to her a lot of her friends have died in the time span of 4 months. My other friend has been with me forever and shes helped me out a lot. Even though she doesnt completely understand whats going on. Another one of my friends is having trouble with family and the list goes on and on and i worry every day about every single one of my friends and how theyre doing. I am very caring toward my friends i cant go a day without talking to atleast a couple of them. I love my friends as if they were family. If you havnt already noticed i do have a lot on my plate of stress worrying about friends, family, school, grades, and myself... sometimes a lot more than that. I dont like ranting about my problems, but sometimes it feels better for me to let them all out, i know this is probably a confusing journal and i doubt a lot of you read to this far. i know im leaving a lot of things out i wanted to get out when i first started typing this journal but ive forgotten a few of them. Im sorry for boring you with this angst filled journal so i think ill take my leave.

  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Howl's Moving Castle Theme
  • Reading: Vampire's Assistant Cirque Du Freak

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  • Current Residence: ....my room
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  • Interests: Music, Art, Drawing, Boys^w^, Cosplaying.....
  • Favourite movie: Disney movies 0w0
  • Favourite band or musician: Coheed and Cambria Slipknot Trivium Hollywood Undead
  • Favourite genre of music: rock,pop,emo,punk rock, hard rock, techno, death metal
  • Favourite artist: the maker of naruto
  • Favourite poet or writer: i hate poetry
  • Favourite photographer: lazlo and kolibri from fdp theyre awsome!
  • Favourite style of art: anime i guess??
  • Operating System: cell phone???
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod duh
  • Shell of choice: ?? egg shell
  • Wallpaper of choice: naruto????
  • Favourite game: final fantasy 7 ,10 ,10-2, 12,kingdon hearts 1,2,3, and chain of memories, FF7DoC, FF7 Crisis Core
  • Favourite gaming platform: ps2, psp,
  • Favourite cartoon character: Deidara!!
  • Tools of the Trade: PaintTool Sai pencils

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:iconkakashi-hatake:
Hey pal are you going to Pokettokon in January?

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I Don't Have A.D.D. It Is Just That.... Oh Look! A Bunny Rabbit!

My German is worse then your English :D
:iconnicksissy86:
YUP! well hopefully. I'm hoping to its pretty cheep to go but I'm sorta on a slight non money making thing right now so like I can't make a costume for a while. I'm not sure who I'm going to be yet its between Yuna from final fantasy 10 or Mamoru Chiba from Sailor Moon (tuxedo mask/ Darien). I might just go as both ^.^

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I LOVE APPLES!!!!!! and itachi hes mine


Ever heard of MixedMisfitsProductions well probably not so go check them out (look at one of my journals for the link)
:iconkakashi-hatake:
You can just pay ten bucks at the door when you go or preregistar and pay five now and then five at the door.

I already have tons of cosplays so I do not need to worry. Why not ask for cosplay for Christmas? :) and it has been a long time since I even watched Sailor moon XD So it will be good to see some chars from there.

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I Don't Have A.D.D. It Is Just That.... Oh Look! A Bunny Rabbit!

My German is worse then your English :D
:iconnicksissy86:
I know. I went to Pokettokon last year for the first time its pretty fun but there were noooo sailor moon characters besides an adorible little girl who was sailor moon and i cant ask for cosplay for christmas because my parents are lame and i already have my list made up and stuff lol all books manga and hot topic stuff lol xD

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I LOVE APPLES!!!!!! and itachi hes mine


Ever heard of MixedMisfitsProductions well probably not so go check them out (look at one of my journals for the link)
:iconkakashi-hatake:
I did not go last year cause I could not find out when it was in time All the websites I looked to kept saying date for for the year 2008. >W<

But aww there was little girl as Sailor moon how cute!

And Aww I see I am asking for cosplay from my parents but I do love Hot Topic.

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I Don't Have A.D.D. It Is Just That.... Oh Look! A Bunny Rabbit!

My German is worse then your English :D
:iconrifa:
Hey, thanks so much for the watch : D <3

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[Nothing seems real, you soon will feel the world we live in is just another skald's dream in the shadows]
:iconnicksissy86:
no problems! ^.^

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I LOVE APPLES!!!!!! and itachi hes mine


Ever heard of MixedMisfitsProductions well probably not so go check them out (look at one of my journals for the link)
:iconjamisonfrost:
thanks for watching <3
ill watch back... >.> ill be your stalker! muahahahahah :]




just kiddin xD less.... you.. wanted me to... <.<

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If i dont, make your heart, skip a beat, than hate me.
If i dont, make you feel, anything, than its me.
I just want, you to feel..
Beautiful,
For once in your life.
:iconnicksissy86:
lol no problem and u can stalk me if u want lol XD

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I LOVE APPLES!!!!!! and itachi hes mine


Ever heard of MixedMisfitsProductions well probably not so go check them out (look at one of my journals for the link)

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